At the fag end of my life and passing days to give deliverance from the torrementation to which I am subjected to all the time mostly being awake deprived of peaceful sleep due to charged scenario under which KP has been forced to suffer in valley.
Insurgence from across the well fortified border which points fingers who guarded it,Intelligence agencies who failed to report and above all Government under the instrument of Acession allowed facilitated migration to cause our ethnic cleansing which, however, was not the case but PK made it the sacrificial goat.
One of the worst misfortune with me is I still live in the erstwhile state as such 24 × 7 and am privy to what goes on in actual in the field what false stories concocted as agencies desire.
With my sources in every nook and corner barring security agencies or otherwise help me to cross check apart from it occassional visit to valley, help me know the ground reality.
Adding hastily migrants of valley or Jammu province irrespective of caste creed and color know me.Besides ,the Kashmir-interchange and Kashmir Global and sites most of them also know . For me they stand defunct subject to correction.
So what is transpired from ground and thereof verified checked after recheck feedback never taken anything on its face value on the principles of once beaten twice shy this habit has stood by me and never let me down in my 53 years of active social and political life.
Bardrians may like or not let me play my part in sharing that a few days back one of ours shared that there are sufficient numbers of ours who left behind are dire straits who had been to valley in September touring length and breadth of the valley interacted with them.
As it was a news to me as such took basic check .Reference was given to me of a young coordinator with whom I talked his reasoning was quite genuine because of the looming threat hanging on their head makes free moment to carry daily chores to sustain such a ploughing the field caring orchards bedides secuirty restriction to move about as such there is hardly anything to fall back upon.Learnt a whasaap site has been created.
Meanwhile I shared it with others whling deliberation it transpired Dr Sazawl Sahib has claimed to have in depth analysis about those left behind may know far better. So ball goes in the court of Dr Sazawal Sahibb to share in detail of each family village wise indicating tehsil District, it shall be great service to keep abreast what goes in valley about those that are there.
As others have accurate information and data about migrants , the question is what details we have of the community members still in the Valley and are in distress.
Also do we have any details what they need and how much has been given to them silently by large hearted and philanthrope providers.
Between 1996 and 2008 I had been in valley during Darbar move ,putting up in Khanyari House a few house away fro Nehru Hotel then defunct opposite Nehru Park.Shikara business was dull at its lowest ebb so were other allied businesses,.They hardly had any income. One day in 1997 one of my known putting up in Mazada Hotel Boulevard shared that a Shikarawala known to him offered a boat ride pleading he had hardly earned to sustain suggesting even Rs one hundered shall do
That prompted me to inquest the economical scenario under charged atmosphere.
Question arises why we didn’t find any local beggars among Muslim anywhere in valley and so being the case with Skihs .We have beggars from other part of the country who were nick named Tourists from GOI.
Another point was if foreign funds pour in to help how it is distributed and why resentment if any for injustice became known.
It was given to understand that local fund raising has been carried from transport and other sources .Tippers were arranged as alleged through bank loan to young nick named there rash driven tippers Taliban besides after its success Sumo service was introduced .As said a part of daily income went to the relief pool may be still on.
Now question arises have collected any data upgraded constantly and any pool created to help. I am ashamed to admit not know much of it.
It reminds me of a ditty:
Gaam Mooujeeh Haa Logooan Kaa Aaramm kee Saath Roouz Dinner Karataa hoounn Hukamraan keeyee saath. Wish deliverance from mortal frame it is too much to bear association with insensitive and fraudsters who like a goldsmiths do not spare their own.
Death may provide relief to my mortal frame but soul shall stay restless. Pray my wish is fulfilled at its earliest .
None cares to know about my own who are languishing in the Valley while all the hue and cry is for Chandi and Relief for migrants.
There is no need for Rudalis. Only those whose heart bleeds are welcome. Rudalis to stay away.

(The writer is a Jammu based environmentalist and a regular contributor to this Website.)
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Those who stayed there in Kashmir though they too had seen the who situation and didn’t support the views of the people who left rather stayed there accepting the conditions they live but the question that was raised upon those who left were asked as how others could stay in their motherland and why not you too.
There is something that needs to understand we are not able to till date